__1.__What is your idea of perfect happiness?
My idea of perfect happiness is, something I will never have. For when I was in my mothers womb, that my body developed as female and not just my brain. Because I could have a normal life, not to worry if ill be attacked or raped because of my gender identity, to date, get married and to get pregnant and have my own children. __2.__What is your greatest fear? My greatest fear is to be alone. When I get older I want to share my life with someone, adopt some kids have a family. my greatest fear is that I wont have that and grow old and alone. __3.__What is the trait you most deplore in yourself? The trait I most deplore about myself is that see the good over the bad in someone. I see the good way more than the bad, and most times I get hurt because I see the good over showering the bad. __4.__What is the trait you most deplore in others? The trait I most deplore in others is dishonesty. When someone lies to you it takes something away from that trust you have for them __5.__Which living person do you most admire? Little monsters put your paws up, The person I most admire living is lady gaga, hands down. I’ve been a fan since I was in third grade, I fed of of the weirdness, openness and the strength she put into the world so I could survive daily bullying. My favorite quote of hers ‘my past is like and unfinished painting, and as the artist of that painting I must fill in all the ugly holes to make it beautiful again.’ __6.__What is your greatest extravagance? My greatest extravagance was definitely hair extensions, Thin hair is a bitch. __7.__What is your current state of mind? My current state of mind is always fluctuating, so I never had a current state of mind. __8.__What do you consider the most overrated virtue? The most overrated virtue is religion. People use religion to justify hate and oppression. __9.__On what occasion do you lie? The occasion when I lie is when I’m trying to get me and my friends out of jams. With any authority figure, popo, parents, teachers and many more. __10.__What do you most dislike about your appearance? I was always taught by my mother that I cant dislike my appearance because I look like her. Because if I say I hate something about myself I was saying it about her. But we all have something we don’t like about our selfs, I have to say my double chin lulzzz. __11.__Which living person do you most despise? __12.__What is the quality you most like in a man? The quality I like most in a man is loyalty. __13.__What is the quality you most like in a woman? I dont swing that way but the quality I like most in women is the strength we have. __14.__Which words or phrases do you most overuse? The words and phrases I most overuse according to my best friend is, okay girl, whats the tea?, bitch And baby. __15.__What or who is the greatest love of your life? My greatest love of my life is Myself until I find someone worth sharing the love I have for myself with them. __16.__When and where were you happiest? When and where I am most happy is anywhere and with my best friend Kaitlyn. __17.__Which talent would you most like to have? I dont know if this counts as a talent but the talent would like to have is the talent of understanding motherfucking math. __18.__If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? The one thing I would change is my sex. If any trans person says ; oh yeah bro, I love being trans its such a blessing, I would never change it.’ Its a god damn liar! __19.__What do you consider your greatest achievement? My greatest achievements are wining my diving championship and graduating high school. __20.__If you were to die and come back as a person or a thing, what would it be? If I could die and come back as a person or thing I would deff come back as a mermaid. __21.__Where would you most like to live? Id like to live in the city, somewhere busy. __22.__What is your most treasured possession? My most treasured possession is my necklace my mom gave to me for Christmas freshman year. __23.__What do you regard as the lowest depth of misery? The lowest depth of misery is losing someone you love so much. When the doctors told us my mom wasn’t going to wake up from the coma, it felt like my heart exploded in my chest. That the heart that loved my dad, my brothers and me was to weak to keep going, a piece of me died and that was truly misery. __24.__What is your favorite occupation? my favorite occupation was deff being a child. __25.__What is your most marked characteristic? My most marked characteristic is probably my hair, I always get compliments on it. __26.__What do you most value in your friends? What I value in friends is humor, honesty, love and knowing they got you when you don’t have yourself. __27.__Who are your favorite writers? I dont have any favorite writers, lol srry. _28.__Who is your hero of fiction? My hero of fiction is most defiantly bonnie Bennett from the mother fucking vampire diaries. She’s a witch, a strong ass bitch and literally died for her friends. __29.__Which historical figure do you most identify with? The historical figure I identify with is Lili Elbe. She was born Einar Andreas Wegener in Denmark 1882. She was a lesbian transgender women. she was among the first transgender women to under go sex reassignment surgery. She was also a painter and one of the first transgender models. __30.__Who are your heroes in real life? My heroes in real life are DR Martin Luther jr, lady gaga __31.__What are your favorite names? My favorite names are Janessah, Josephine, Joslyn, clementine(witch is the name I give to stranger when they ask me my name, and they seem creppy.) and Angelica. I am going to use these to name my children. __32.__What is it that you most dislike? I dislike ignorance. __33.__What is your greatest regret? My greatest regret is letting my abusive friendship go on for so long. __34.__How would you like to die? Peacefully in my sleep when I’m old as shit. __35.__What is your motto? My motto is ‘ I don’t give a FUCK about what people think of me, because at the end of the day I don’t go home to them’
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